Tuesday, November 24, 2009
4:27 AM
its over
Before i start..yea i get it i neva update like so looong...
sry...hehex aniwae todaes post would be long of course..
Everything is over...
my relationship with him...
o ' lvls...
prom...
my secondary school's life
starting off with my o'lvls
it was ok...nt easy of course..
but i gave in my best shot...
we all were like waiting n counting down to o'lvls
but when it came
it was over in a flash
scary...
but well all i can do nw is w8 for my results..
i have gave in my best shot lets c wad comes about...
next its my prom
my sch prom was yesterdae...
yea i realli enjoyed myself....
it would be like the last tym i wud be able to meet all of my
frens b4 the results next year
all of us were looking 4ward to it...
yea i was looking 4ward to it...
took lots of pics
nw having prob uloading the pics
so i will upload it in the next post if i kan k
i am like going to miss everyone....
next my secondary school life....
the 4 years just flew by just like that...
i am serously gona miss my school
it was the most memorable 4 years of my life...
those memories would be eched in my memory foreva
i just love those years
well nw waiting for my years to come
finally its abt something that i din wan to end....
well unfortunately it did unwillingly...
my relationship...
love was very swit n it is ...n its as painful too...
yes it did bring abt alot of tears
i really lufed hym...well i do not want to sae hw i feel abt him nw
he noes
i told him on prom...
my previous relationship was just a fatal attraction....
it wasnt a relationhsip at all....
there were times that we did nt c each oher for abt 3 months
and we went on 4 abt 4 months
well i made gud frens out of tat relationship
it just hurts alot...wen tis relationship came to an end
yea i used the word it hurts
it was really painful
can't forget tings till nw
trying m lvl best to...
i lost my slp...
made my pillow very wet
even nw writing on this...my heart is getting haevy again...
well he has moved on...i am happy for him
seriously
my feelings nw do nt count n it shuld nt
i will be there 4 him as a fren...he wanted it...
i wanted to move away...as soon as he was att...
but then cudnt
i din want to hurt her...
serious i do not wish to hurt anibody
yup i do nt noe much of her
but yet i feel its like a sin to hurt her....
they shuld be happy
tatz what i want
my feelings would die with me...
some things shuld be hidden and remain unsaid....
in order not hurt anione
even though u do not noe the person
...
yup
but one thing is 4 sure
i am not over it yet...
without me realising it...dew tends to drop of the flower's petals without its knowledge as the bee moves away...it doesnt want to ...bt cudnt prevent it
but yet the flower smiles...in happinness that the bee is happy
tatz all that keeps the flower going
maybe she wud meet another bee in the future...
but nw...she just w8s with her petals filled with dew...