n i am simply confused over sumting that a gal shud nt be over...

but amazingly i am....

nt everything can be said...

i also feel tat i dun/wan wish to give a relationship a chance...

i am afraid that nth wud be the same...

should i give it a chance or shudn't i?

if i did...

nth wud be the same..

i may have to let go ma frens(which i dun wan to..)

wad if there is a accident,or a hole that i dun wan to fall into...

ifi do fall...no one wud b tere to save me tiz tym round as it was ma choice...

i dun wan to get hurt again...as i alreadi got hurt once...

i am confused!

if i didn't...

everything wud be normal....

i am afraid i wud make the rung descion...